2109hrs

14 more days.

Can't imagine it...

Time flies by so fast. When we take a look back now... it feel that it was so fast. And yet when we go through each day, it seems so long. 3 months went by already. New friends have been made, new routines created, new habits picked up, new experiences shared and new problems faced. It only felt not too long ago, when i arrived groggily from home. It felt so surreal that here i was in the US again.

And now, the finals are upon us, the holidays soon after that and home is beckoning. its time to look forward, but never to forget the past. Its time to catch up with old friends, to go back to old routines, to get back old habits, to remember old experiences and hopefully face less problems.

Heh, if you ask me right now how i felt, i would have no idea how to reply. I mean i am happy i am going home, but am quite numb to the fact that i only have 2 weeks left... a bad analogy is like the end of my national service. I mean i am happy that i am ending it soon, but it all seems so surreal that you went through 2 and a half years of it.

It feels numb.

I guess the fact that i will probably leaving what has now become your security, your norm. And even if you are going home, its something that is unknown.

And man always fear the unknown.

Ah... i guess there is no point to think too much. Exams are here. Sheesh. Its been such a draggy semester with regards to studies. I have never had such a draggy semester before. It feels weird that even though its in december, i am still studying and still DOING A FINAL PAPER. i mean, its just crazy.

Gah.

CAn't wait for the exams to be over.

Home is beckoning guys.

Time to prepare for it.